Staying Home

I slept in and was very lazy in the morning... on purpose.  Why?  Because I could.  I did finally get up, showered and put on my shoes(thanks FlyLady) and got to work on the laundry and a little housework.  While I was working in the house, Leroy ran to the grocery store to get a few things.  I got everything done that I had listed and even caught up on a few episodes of the shows on hoarding that I seem to be addicted to.  In the afternoon, while I was reflecting on what a great day it had been, I tried to remember the last time I stayed home all day.  I couldn't remember the last time that I went all day without leaving the house.  Finally, I pulled out my journal and realized that it was March 28th.... 4 WEEKS AGO!  Holy crow!  That's awful!  I know there are some of you out there who can't stand to be home all day, but for me it is paradise... and going 4 weeks in between is not healthy for me.  This whole situation is very upsetting to me.  I've written about how chaotic my life is right now and I don't have a lot of control over it.  With Steel's high school years coming to a rapid end, the events are piling up.... But I need to pay closer attention and schedule the down, quiet, home time I desperately need, or I'm not going to be any good to any one.